Talking about a language ...

When you have the chance to write in a foreign language, Specially when you do not know it as much as it gets close to what you realy mean . It is just a bothering feeling about being mistaken or misunderstood , I learnt English in chatrooms It is not my favorite language it has never been , It gives me a feeling like being forced to have something sweet , easy and sweet . It is somehow easy and it is not. When you talk it is just a smooth feeling of words you experience ( I am not sure it might be a matter of knwledge ) but it gives me a feeling like carelessness about what I am talking about. I am not sure if I would have a English speaking visitor for my weblog but I would be happy if I can have any comments.